Senior Recital

When I look back on the flurry of events from the past month I am left slightly clueless as to what I should share with everyone. Doubtlessly, I didn't make it through the torrent of stressful school, music, and fundraising events on my own power. It was God. All the way.
     Last night I played in my last high school music event, my senior recital. I had made it abundantly clear to everyone who would listen that I was firmly set against putting on a senior recital. I dragged my feet the whole way. Not surprisingly, yesterday afternoon I was feeling apathetic while practicing my pieces, with that pit of dread gnawing at my stomach. Yet when my fingers released from the fingerboard at the end of my last song, a feeling swelled up inside me despite my protesting. A surge of gratitude, joy, and peace seeped into my mind, and I couldn't shake that feeling the rest of the night. It could have only come from the Holy Spirit. My recital went really well! I would consider it one of my favorite performances. And the God who can transform bitter apathy into singing melodies is the God who is traveling with me to Japan. I can't wait to see what He does next!

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